I wasn’t looking for comfort. No! I am not looking for support. It is hard to know exactly what I am looking for at this time. Throwing myself into Netflix watching shows one after the other not finding the solace I’m looking for. However, No matter how many shows you watch at the end of the day you are back in your reality with no escape. This is the time when your mind starts playing the late-night whims and doesn’t let you go to sleep.
Just wandering in the jungle of social media to fill the hole that is inside me. Which is getting bigger and bigger every day. Nothing and I mean nothing at all, fills it. There doesn’t seem to be an answer to the question that I am proposing.
LOL!. The question.
What question I don’t even have the question that needs to be answered. What is the universe up to where is it leading me? Where is my life headed? Where am I in the circle of life? That keeps spinning and makes my head all woozy from spinning. Where are my spirit guides? Where are my angels who will guide me?
Why aren’t they listening or responding? All these thoughts and questions going through my mind each night making me miserable and unable to sleep.
These thoughts draining my energy and disarming me every minute of my life. No, I am not depressed. I was but not anymore. I think I’m confused because of the way life is moving around us. It is really unsure where we will end be being in some years to come. No one knows the end of these difficult times. No one knows the path to success.
What we know is perseverance. Only perseverance is something that can help us be where we want to be. Carrying on with the day. Holding your baggage tightly to your chest. The only thing we have left of our selves is our baggage. So why not embrace that and know that there is going to be a better morning and you will rise to the top.
Persevere to conquer the late night whims. To be better than ever. You don’t need a great job or a great financial background to know you’ll get there. what you need to know and have it the ability to stand on your own two feet with the knowledge that you have learned. You will persevere if you trust in your own abilities. The things that set you aorta from everyone else.
Be your own boss and let the world talk. You can whoever you want to be. If and only if you are willing to go through the grind of hard work. As that is the only way to succeed. Finding something that you are great at and working your way through your troubles and submitting to hard work.